le sigh

I'll be escaping from everything else internet for now (except for dA since I mod some groups there and uh tumblr too maybe as it has the funniest shit ever) . I'll be posting here as... not much people follow me here so uhh yeah.. I'll blow everything here as I really need something to uh rant and like, put my thoughts on to.. I'm just really not good with telling people about how I feel. Actually no, I think it's just the.. starting of the conversation.. I hate starting depressing conversations as it usually ruins the mood and boy do I hate ruining moods... I guess I am just as distant as some of my friends. I'm such a hypocrite but sakcbnaslkbajlaaaaaaa orzorzorz Especially when it's these days when I just feel sad for no apparent reason. I don't want to worry nor bother anyone so.. yeah. I want to focus on school right now and getting enough sleep and eating properly. I haven't been getting the sleeping and eating well part and I feel I'm gonna get sick soon orz I can't afford to get sick so I'll... sacrifice my social/internet life for a while, if that makes sense.. Let's see how I do. I might go OMG SCREW THIS I'M GOING BACK in like a few days ahahaha but then yeah I'll do my best.. I'll miss my online buddehs but this might be for the best. For now anyway. Don't mind me ramblin.